Lost on the Journey

Its been so obvious to me in the past that I am a gung-ho kinda person. I get really excited about something for a while and then I fall off it in a few weeks. I think I've always been this way, for as long as I can remember.

This is evident in the fact that I haven't looked at this blog for so long that I forgot what my password was. In the meantime, I have gained back any weight I had lost and I feel like I'm starting over... again... for what feels like the 100th time.

I was re-reading some of my prior blog posts and have realized that maybe I'm focusing on the wrong thing. This whole time I've been trying to get to a "destination". But weight and health and fitness don't work that way. I won't be "unhealthy" the day before I reach my goal weight. And I won't be "fit" on the day that I see that ever-important number on the scale. This is a journey and I think I've been getting lost.

Now I'll try to set myself on the right path again.